Mon homme

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You suddenly came into my life.
Appeared in front of me,
sneaked into my subcounsious,
then instantly become my center of attention.

I still remember how we first met.
How warm your palm was when we shook hand,
how our eyes met,
and you smiled.

Then you brought me to your world,
a place where I have never been before.
With all of the surprises:
up(s) and down(s),
happiness and sadness,
even laughter and tears.

You got me sunk and trapped,
happily.
You make me feel wonderful with your little touches,
because you know how much I love affection.
You make me feel safe when you're holding my hand,
not letting me go anywhere but your side.
You make me feel unique with our nicknames to each other,
where the hell are the sweet-romantic nicknames going? I don't care, I love ours.
You make me feel loved everytime you take my hand and sniff it,
which I would usually stare at you and smile, as I love you more and more each day.

You, are the center of my world.
The focus of my lenses.
The smoke of my cigarettes.
The sip to my cup of coffee.
The kiss of my "good morning",
and "good night".

Yes, I love you, mon homme. Let's just enjoy what we're having now as your grey hair grow more and those wrinkles start to show up, agree?
:)

A spineless rose

*ketok-ketok mic*

Ehm. Tes, tes. Tu wa ga pat. Halaw? Yak. Udah beres ini microphone-nya.

HALAW, PEMIRSAH!

Wah, sudah lama ya kita nggak ketemu, udah dua postingan! Sungguh luar biasa saya ini ya dua postingan sebelomnya pake bahasa Inggris. Kalian pasti kangen banget saya ngepost pake bahasa Indonesia, kan? Apa? Enggak? Hah, kalian bilang banyak yang lebih pintar dan bahasa Inggrisnya lebih bagus dari saya? Ya nggak apa-apa. Saya mah anaknya pede. Biar kata pas-pasan juga yang penting sombong.

*kibas rambut yang berkilau kece karena habis keramas*

Gimana weekend kalian kemaren? Mine was beautiful. Hari Minggu lalu, ketika saya lagi panas-panasan di depan gerobak es podeng deket rumah, saya nggak sengaja ketemu sama sahabat semasa kecil saya. Untuk menghargai privacy, mari kita panggil dia Mawar. Ya emang standard, sih. Tapi yaudahlah yang penting kan kualitas tulisan saya ini.

*kibas rambut untuk kedua kalinya*

*kecolok sendiri* 

Dedication.

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4 days ago, was the world's kidney day.

And I, as you all know, have very sensitive hearing sense for the word "Kidney".

Because I lost 2 men that I love so much who are suffering one common disease:

Kidney Failure.

And those men, are my grandfather and boyfriend.

Two different persons, one heart broken: Mine.