I wish I can define you with colours,
so I can paint the sky beautifully
I wish I can define you with flavours,
so I can cook delicious meals. Oh please don't do that "You can't cook anything" kind of stare
I wish I can define you with names of flowers,
so I can have a beautiful garden in my backyard
I wish I can define you with songs,
so I can sing all night
I wish I can define you with words,
so I can write thousands pages of our story

But sadly, I can't
and it hurts.

I miss you.

Lay me down

Yes, I do, I believe

That one day I will be

Where I was right there

Right next to you

And it's hard

The days just seems so dark

The moon, And the stars

Are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin

Where do I begin?

No words can explain

The way I'm missing you

Deny this emptiness

This hole that I'm inside

These tears

They tell their own story

Told me not to cry when you were gone

But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you

I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you

Can you hear my call?

This hurt that I've been through

I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you, you

And make sure you're alright

I'll take care of you

I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight

Lay me by your side

Lay me down tonight

Lay me by your side

Can I lay by your side?

Next to you

You..

***

The lyrics, and John Legend. Oh you know how much I love John Legend. You know I will always sing along when his songs played on the radio. Annoying you with my horrible voice, hugging you crazy..

I don't know if I can do it on my own anymore. I'm lost, clueless, hopeless without you. I'm really sorry for what I've done last Saturday. Things were so emotional, I didn't mean to take you for granted. I'm deeply sorry for everything..

Now the fact that I'm going crazy without you, it will be such miracle to survive this situation..

I can't
spend a day without smiling at you and say good morning
spend a day without sniffing your left shoulder
spend a day without your presence

I can't
take the risk of losing you
not knowing where you are
become clueless of what's on your mind
not having a chance to talk to you

You are my morning kisses
my goodnight lullabies
my daily dose of support
I become who I am right now,
because of you

It's not that I can't
but I don't want to live
without you.
Because God knows, you're as additive as caffeine to me.

About being a Secretary

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Hari Senin saya dimulai dengan quote ini. Ya nggak pas bangun tidur ngeliat quote, sih. Bangun tidur saya yoga dulu 30 menit lalu dilanjutkan dengan minum infused water... Oh tentu saja saya bohong. Boro-boro yoga, muter pinggang dikit aja saya salah urat.

*pembaca pun mulai berbisik,"Anita emang udah renta.."*

Do what you love, love what you do.

Saya suka sekali dengan kalimat ini. Because it's related to me, so much.